December 2009
29 posts
Frustration
I really hate all this retarded music that comes out of me. All these songs are just so dumb; nothing more than mediocre works of crap. Fuck you guitar, fuck you voice, fuck you stupid lyrics. And I’m still sitting around on my lazy ass yet I’m tired.
I highly dislike
How fat and lazy I’ve gotten. But now I’m too lazy to do anything about it. Gahhh.
Hi
Just began to write the stupidest song ever. Yay. I’m probably going to try and finish it anyways.
I don't think I believe in love.
But I do believe in attraction and respect.
Steam
“I just found out we have off the rest of the week! :D”
- “How’d you find that out?”
“Sam told me, she has connections.”
- “Well good…. ‘cause guess what you’ll be doing? Cleaning this whole house. D:< “
“Ok…”
Apparently I “never clean” but I do recall cleaning the house every single week,...
The Edge
I have been on the edge
On my toes
For a while now.
But it’s finally happened,
I’ve just taken a dive head first off of the edge.
I was too weak to keep myself
From falling.
So go ahead,
Applaud.
A miracle
Would be my dreams becoming a reality, despite the odds. So I’m going to wish for “a miracle”.
I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being...
tumblairrr:
loveorsomething:
la-douleur-exquise:
thatsthewaylifegoes:bashlalalalove:
i want this.
me too.
“An artist never really finishes his work, he merely abandons it.”
– Pablo Picasso (via tumblairrr)
I'm just going to keep my mouth shut
Not looking to have to suffer the wrath of an abrupt alcoholic mood swing.
My motto
I’ll respect you if you don’t treat me like shit.
Can anyone..
design a tattoo for me ?
I've just recalled
I’m being watched under a magnifying glass.
Please don’t take this kiss like it’s your last.
Some say forever and I say it’s already been too long.
Each individual scent is remembered,
Strung together and nailed to the wall
But they do collect dust.
Faces fade, along with the lines delivered
But the warmth, the touches, your bones under my fingers
Those impressions never rust.
Yes, when I remember that time
When you tried to sword fight with my tongue, the first thing that comes to mind is ” I really want to hang out with that guy again.”
Gag me.
Oh wait, you already do, every time I think about you.
I should just stop kissing people.
It makes them act strange and only causes trouble for me.
Cheap Trick,
You know me all too well.
Do you know what it’s like to have nothing to look forward to?
I wish I wasn't so selfish.
I wish my head would stop hurting.
I wish I could stop crying.
I wish I had the guts to leave.
I wish I was strong enough to live on my own.
I wish I wasn’t so afraid.
I wish I could be motivated again.
I wish I was talented.
I wish I could get a break.
I wish I didn’t need money.
I wish I could one day I could actually see love.
I wish I would stop complaining.
I wish the...
Always pack my bags
but I never leave.
Fool coma
Ima
Today was just such a good day.
Well, the afternoon was good at least. I just love how I feel right now even though I know it’s only going to last until I wake up tomorrow. I actually have this upbeat song coming along on guitar..that never happens. I’m not very skilled on the guitar but for once I like the way this sounds. hah.
Ew..word vomit.
These have been some cold days, but they don’t have to be cold nights.
And these were my old ways, but that doesn’t make them alright.
